チョボパアチ！

OH LOL HI.

For the people that actually read my blog, I'd like to thank you.

This blog will no longer be updated. In fact, Epistia won't grow any more.

Oh, and Misericordiia, if you can read this:

"I quit because of bitches like you who are two-faced and leech armors. Hope you enjoy your fun in Aegis! Oh, and to quote Dragonmount..... Happy leveling!"

^ The above is a message from the CEO of Epistia-hates-most-of-the-Orpesian-community Inc!

and hey, she wanted to know if I quit. This is the best straightforward message I've ever written!

On Thursday, June 4, 2009 at 6:48 PM

In my AAAAAGH.

I'm going to sum this up as best as I can. The past few weeks have been pretty fucking weird and agonizing at the same time. I left Core because it was way too relaxed for me. I also didn't enjoy doing lower leveled raids when I'd went from Low > High when I left ShakeTheHeavens and went to Aegis. I was then coaxed into joining UnTouchables, and agreed to try them out since I knew some of the members. All was fine and dandy until yesterday, when drama started in Underground Caves between Dragonmount and Arctodus; Arc having started the drama. Of course, Dragon pulled a WWFD and flamed the living hell out of Arctodus, while I sat to the side and just made friendly conversation with other campers: Roley, Karana, jenkins2, and MearnsQueen. To cut things short, Arctodus decided to accuse me of selling out Untouchables to Aegis JUST because I prefer not having friendships deterred by boundaries. Bambi left Aegis to spend some time with me, and I will most likely not be returning to UT after that incident (because apparently people don't trust me there...) and will probably be making my own clan with Bambi. Sanctuary, here I come.

On Saturday, May 2, 2009 at 12:02 AM

In my Crumbling Alliance & In my Core

When I had quit the game, I left Aegis to fulfill a little promise I made to myself when I was only about level 55. I promised myself that I would one day get those hula hoops that people wore; Bright blue and coruscating some sort of prideful image. Oh, I'm romancing such a trivial thing. Regardless, that's what I had done, and I don't think people knew why, so it's my bad for not being able to tell everyone. I didn't want to be in Aegis to just be dead weight. 2 weeks after said (re)making of the first clan I'd ever had in the game, Sanctuary, I switched it's leadership to my alt, and waited out a 7 day clan penalty that seemed like forever. I also spent this time deciding on what to do with myself. I first went to Roley, obviously, to have the verdict on if I would be let back in. The majority vote, to my contrary hope, was no. At first it hurt, because I had no idea what the reason was. Roley didn't divulge it probably because he was confused, and didn't even bother to pay attention to the numerous problems I'd stated in clan chat. Then again, my depressed moods and huge mood swings probably made him scorn me regardless, so, it's fine.

)|(onslaught)|( dropped faction to take a break 'till 3.0, which left their colonies bare and undefended. They dropped also due to not being able to afk in peace, especially in places like Ancient Area, which you pay real money to access. Not too long after, we at Core made the decision to drop faction as well. It's discouraging to afk and pay money only to be pked. Rest assured, though, they will return to Republican status eventually. There were two members, who will remain unnamed, who weren't happy with Core's overall decision; One went ragequitclan, the other I'm not so sure about. Telos was disbanded last night due to 'Misericordiia quitting to take life off the backburner.' Though, according to friends and their information on the situation, I believe that was not the only reason, or the true reason for that matter.

Balbanies quit today. The only person I could only truly call a best friend. It sort of hurts, but he didn't say he was quitting outright just yet. It's like a hiatus; Gone fishing (for 3.0) in this case. He left me with his most prized possession: The first Ice Gate dagger to ever be claimed in Orpesia. I understand how he felt when I had made him take my bishop. It's a bittersweet feeling; You feel honored to receive something from a person, but at the same time, you wish you didn't have to--- That if you didn't, maybe the person would stay. The feelings neither outweigh nor drown eachother out. I sure as hell know I felt that way. Bambi (Balbanies) went off and I drowned away my sadness by killing people with said Crystalin Dagger. Took a shower, then relaxed. I feel better now, to say the least.

Saturday's CW was pretty intense. It was my first CW in Core (Though definitely not my first in general; Aegis made many of those experiences beforehand,) and we were up to claiming one of )|(onslaught)|('s colonies. Of course the other Republican clan, Exalted, decide to try and snatch it, but in the end they didn't win it. During that time, though, I was tanking 10 people and I have to say, I really appreciate fighters now. My ele still can't completely survive every single attack thrown at her, but that's a given. It always will be. No matter if you have a +7 Elite Le Rouge with 3 dr and a shitload of defense, she will still be a glass cannon. Just not as much of one.

Speaking of armor, I've been contemplating on what to do with my ele le rouge. I don't know if I should +7 it or not, but with the fact that Core does NOT do Raids that drop le rouges, it seems like I should. I also have been looking to exchange my musk le rouge for a fighter one, but Roley said no, UnTouchables is silent on the idea, and I haven't gone to Elysium with it. I doubt they'd agree. With the ensuing chaos that will be Colony Wars, I will need all the strength I can. With that, I turn back my attention to Colony War. People predict this next CW will be insane. Aegis is sort of idle right now, and Elysium doesn't seem to be doing too well. As far as I know Aegis will be fine for now, but Elysium I cannot be certain of. I will continue to support Core while I'm in this clan, so I'm hoping to claim one of Telos' colonies for Core. Sadly, I will not be on this CW.

I've still been trying to chip my 92e Aquila, and so far I have gotten almost everything but DR. I've kept the current mod (9 Block) on there, because it has helped a lot in Defender. I'm experting Kasugah Epistia, because I sold Shiseki Epistia to a very good friend of mine, H3llBurner. He even named her after me. :)

I'll be making another post soon of just random screenshots. Some of epic proportions, others of epic lulz. Thank you for reading.

On Monday, April 6, 2009 at 12:38 PM

In my End

Guess this is the end of the line. I've already quit, and I've been without the game long enough where I don't think I'll be tempted into coming back, and if I do in the future, it won't be for awhile. I'd like to thank the (very little...?) people that read my blog. It means a lot even if you just skim to see the pretty layout, haha. x_x;; If anyone wants to leave me a comment, the 'Viva La Vida' section contains a chatbox. I'd be humbled if you'd do me such an honor to leave me messages.

As I said to everyone else....

Have Fun, Pioneers.

P.S: I decide to post some screens. They're some of the better memories of my time in Aegis.

On Wednesday, March 4, 2009 at 4:14 AM

In my debates

I'm honestly getting tired of certain people (not mentioning names) not only starting rumors about Aegis, but also deciding that a debate and conversation must completely consist of malicious approaches, ignorant thinking, and just plain ol' clan bashing. Mind you, all of this JUST happened, so I'm sort of going on spur of the moment rushes of emotion. I think everyone's just pissed off as per usual about the whole 'Republican Turnover' in general. It's just a name, people. If you have such a problem with it, WORK ON YOUR GEARS. You may not be able to outdps us NOW, but I'm sure a clan with as many members as Maelstrom has, if you worked on your damn gears for your dps teams maybe there would be no problems. Maybe if you stopped leveling alts to vet, maybe you could expert your mains! Doesn't that sound like the best idea ever? Man, I'm a genius.

Right now, I'm actually listening to a song I used to hate, until I sort of realized it's like my 'life story' in a way. I've lost a lot of friends, starting with my dad. It was really bad, especially with all the things I never got to tell him. I didn't even get to say goodbye to him. Eh, I'm getting teary again. I'm just hoping I won't have to experience that pain again, but life isn't eternal. Okay, okay, enough of that....

Uhm, I haven't had much of an update lately. I experted Kaden, so I've got my first expert fighter. I sold off Mitsuhide. That's about it. Oh, and I made a 92e shield and blunt, haha. =^=;; More crap to chip.

On Tuesday, February 24, 2009 at 3:21 PM

In my Personality

I think it pretty much hit the bulls-eye.

On Friday, February 13, 2009 at 12:03 PM

*RP Entry: Shiseki & Valentine's Day*

February 13th, 1654 CE ---------

It's pretty cold still, despite the spring winds starting to peek out. I met that vile woman again, Exodus, whom insists that she will have Ragnarok's heart for the day of Saint Valentine. Though I know she will fail, I am writing here to record my embarrassing, love-charmed words. My pen is hitting the paper now, as you are reading, but... I'm so terribly bashful when it comes to this stuff, I admit. I was never a romantic.

"We'd met so casually, You and I,
beneath the shade of leaves and evergreen.
At first, we'd just been exchanging pleasantries,
but soon I found much more empathy."

I recalled the first time we'd met in Vegas Javier, home of the terrifying Griffon, that laid waste to many a pioneer. The greenery was particularly nice that day, but the monsters...not so much. Of course, I'd been followed by a huge train of them, I turned to fire, and shots not of my own rang out, striking the fiends in the head. I looked over with furrowed brows, only for my eyes to widen in awe. A short, brunette male stood, smirking slightly behind purple-tinted sunglasses.

"Your aim is flawless."

I'd said to him, and from then it was just friendly talk. It also had a bit of.... flattery. All I remember besides that was Exodus standing behind him, along with another woman, though the other woman was completely unaffected by my presence.

"I was born a killer, as were you,
but your presence makes me feel...born anew.
I take a moment every day,
just to have thoughts of you cross my way."

I have the urge to lay the pen down, after writing those words 'born a killer.' You could say it is pretty much true. I did not grow up with 'normal' parents. I don't even know who my real parents are. I was founded by a member of the Ferruccio Exploration Team, that had been passing through Ustiur those years ago. When the Ferrucio Team had dissappeared, I had to learn to survive on my own. Of course, at first, I wasn't wielding guns like some sort of desperado. I started out with hand-crafted weapons, and soon moved up to novice 'pioneering.' Gathering mineral and ores were not the most fun, I admit, but soon I'd been able to purchase a gun of my own. Ever since then, it's been an extension of myself....

I'm not sure entirely of Ragnarok's history...but I do know he was some sort of assassin. It pretty much explains his marksmanship, and his...quiet presence. He does have times where he's completely out of the mysterious type, though....

I think I'm blushing.

"Though there's a vile woman, filled with envy and rage,
who tries to kill me everyday.
She says 'I'm not meant for you in any way,'
and soon thoughts of me would just fade away..."

Ah, Exodus, the Envious Elementalist. She's a vile one, definitely. She scorns me whenever I come around, and insists on stealing Ragnarok away from me. Obviously, she's in love with him, and is only angry with me because Ragnarok cannot requite her love. I would compare her to that of a witch, but she is outwardly way too innocent-looking to be called such.

"In perilous situations, we fight side-by-side,
A gun in each hand, and a twinkle in each eye.
Our enemies go down, one by one, and when we're done,
we blow the smoke from our guns."

I haven't seen Ragnarok much lately, but I can only recall all the times we'd fought by eachother's sides; Even made it some sort of sick competition at times to see who could kill fastest. He is cunning alright, and I learn from him every time we meet. But the best memory I have...

"At the end of the day, we lay together,
and I think I finally know..."

I've closed my eyes to keep from tearing happily, while I write the rest of this poem. My hand is sort of shaking, so pardon if my strokes seem...childish. I think I've composed myself now, though..

"We'll always be 'we', forever."

♥

{ Happy Valentine's Day, Pioneers. }

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